Need to blog .....

WHat does a blogger do when she wants to blog but cant blog .......

Why you ask . can't she blog ..... welll . she has plenty of excuses but none of them are any good ......

I have been in a rut and cant seem to get out .... cant seem to talk about it or find time to even think about it.

Hmm to list them wouldbe the best way to do this .... but oh how to list ...

Bad bad blogger

i havnt been blogging like i would lie to .... stress and all .... urrrrgggg takes my thoughts away and locks them up so i cant get them out

BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDd day in Sickyville

WHen you have an illness, you only hope that people on the outside can see it as well so they dont think you are NUTS.

But no it never works that way .... I have lesions in my mouth and nose and am bleeding from areas i should be .... but when i get to the dr am i having a flare UMMM nope.


I am not saying life sucks but boy it bites sometimes.

The NOSE knows everything

Today was Joe's NOSE sugery.....and All i can do is sit and wait to find out how he is and what is going on. I have alot i wanted to blog the last few days but have been stressed about my english paper due ... welll this last tues but i missed the bus and had to turn it in through email ...... but i lost no points .... blah blah blah .. i know rambling .... hmmmmm what to write abut till class... Man i want a Carl's Jr guacamole sandwich thingy ...

eggstra special days

let me see if this egg thing works


ok so it didnt i will work on it ...

The English paper , Scarlet fever and the Infamous appearing NORMAL zack

I have been trying to write out this paper for a while now ..... Draft after draft after draft.
I have clusters and outlines , diagrams and even some little cutouts ... Boy do I need help .. But sitting here at the writing center re thinking all my input on this paper .. hmm not to damn bad.... I know it is not perfect both by any means ... But it is damn close...


Jaydn has scarletina ( scarlet fever) oh is this fun ... Delirious in the hospital with 104.8 fever ... What to do ... The Er Dr thought it was just the flu but .. Well when we went to the nurse practitioner she looked at his * strawberry tongue* and gave him zithromax and sent him to bed

We had major malfunctions with zack yesterday ... Well I cant really say it was him ... But it was something .. They were trying to intregrate him with out my consent ... not that they wee trying behind my back it was just that they forgot . hmmm what * that he had a mother* hahaha no ... Any ways... IEP is set so we can hash this out .... boy who do they think I am ... Invisible mom with the infamous appearing NORMAL zack and strawberry boy

Only when I wanna

I guess I want to try to write ... I have the want in me to do it and the thoughts all jumbled up to make it happen but I am not sure what to do with it once it is in the brain and on the paper ... Is there a word for some one who can not put there thoughts in correct order * for society* I bet you it is "autumn". It is driving me crazy. What am I scared of ..... Some one not liking it .... soooooooo. It shouldn't really matter should it? I have so many things in this brain of mine and they all get locked up ..... Some thoughts being of friends and family, some of anxiety and stress, some even of odd things .... well not odd to me but something that you say .. wowow where did that come from ...

I think I feel better now ...
I am at the school waiting for my writing center appt. and blogging like a good girl.

I signed ( asl) my breakfast this morning .... Eggs, steak, potatoes, toast, strawberry jelly,and coffee welll .... not coffee, capaccino... is that how you spell that .... oh boy any ways it is almost time for my appt and I need to eat ...... urg what to have ....

Creating a blog will be agood thing but I guess that means you really need to write

What to write .... Today is my grandpa's birthday and the day my other grandpa died ..... and of course everyone is sad because it is september 11. I know my grandoa 8 the one who is still living * wishes it was not his birthday because so many people are sad ...I feel horrible about it .... but what can i do. I am sending happy pictures to him .... to see if that will help him cheer up...
I was suppose to send out some bookcrossing books today but i went fishing instead .... how bad am i ?
School tommorrow and then a bunch shopping ..... hmmmm what to buy ?

This would be the 1st

I am unsure what to say and I am just trying this out.